Quote of the day:
"Shut up, bitch"
--------quoted from ***** (sensored to protect privacy)
ok moving on to the topic of desperation. in this kind of high-muggery society AKA HCl (hydrogen chloride). (ppl of the group, u noe wat i mean), everyone is having an extreme stressed and sometimes f!!ked up life, working through (compared to eating through) homeworks, ace, projects, and sometimes extra little something from kind teachers. thus came in the time when the brain became overloaded, resulting in massive "disturbia" of the mind, AKA emo+despo, where people will shout out random lines of words unintentionally and unconsciously. thus there are times, although it doesnt happen in HCl(g), in which some people will do strange things to let their brains acknowledge the horrible truth of the world, which includes take a nice, rusty blade off a penknife, slide it open, put it below the palm, and make a sudden movement that will usually result in fluids rich in red blood cells, white blood cells and plasma to flow out. (u get wat i mean) more extreme cases involve taking a lift and enjoy the scenary of the topmost storey of the HDB flat and then experience the feeling of bunjy jumping, only it lasts shorter and sometimes hurts for a few seconds.
so the main point after all is, how do u relieve the enormous amount of pressure within u? although i myself often suffers from "disturbias", especially before a maths test, i do have some ways of relieving the "dark cloud of negative emotions".
Step 1: take a pillow, put ur two hands around the pillow and push them inwards. if done on a real persons neck u will usually get reactions such as weird sounds coming from the throat, parts of ur body hurting after getting kicked by a pair of legs, two hands suddenly grabbing ur hands and attempting to fling them off.
Step 2: take deep breaths. usually the "deep" is measured by how much air ur lungs can contain. of course if u are interested to take fast and continuous deep breaths u would usually temporarily find urself unable to control ur fast pace, in a process also known as hyperventilation.
Step 3: do something that makes u happy. normally it involves doing things to objects around u that induces pleasure to urself (dun get me wrong). but usually this results in some member of the family coming out of the room and start shouting at u to continue doing ur work, so in the end u only got more angry.
Step 4: do something that makes u even more angry. it usually involves doing ur least favourite homework (for me its maths) for a few hours none stop. then immediately go on to ur second least favourite work and the process continues, until some member of ur family begs/forces/commands u to go for ur dinner. the plus side of this is that u get the triumphant feeling that u ARE important after all. the down side is for a couple of hours u will be suffering from severe disturbia which usually ends up with u throwing things about, tearing things, do the stupid things in STEP 1, or explodes.

so here is the end of my little daily quote. wait for tmr to find another interesting quote.