tired

Slept at 1 am so rather tired today. And because there's almost no break at all (except for 30 min), it's really very tiring for me. And cca was a loong day, good thing is we learnt to 刻印章 so it's quite slack. But then still very sleepy lah.

Maybe lack of sleep shows different signs for different people. I know someone (cough) whose ears turn dam red if he lacks sleep, then typical ones like develop eye bags. For me my whole body would be dam hot if I never sleep enough, and I would be in this rather moody mode. So if anyone sees me very quiet and (sometimes) complaining about my body dam warm it means I did not get enough sleep (NOT BECAUSE IM HORNY OK)

Oh and I shall start fanboying soon, maybe during the weekends. Recently got attracted to touhou and the cute / cool characters there, so massive fanboying approaching.

On a side note, today had gp class essay test (which seemed ok, but that's just me), and chem class test (lololololololololololololol ^.^)

And now I feel like contributing to my class and stuff. For example today I brought gummy candies for the class for chem lecture (VSEPR theory although most just ate the candies immediately), and I'm bringing eggshells for everyone to do chem aa tomorrow. Reason? If you are an optimist you can say I'm being nice. If you are a pessimist you can say my actions are full of self-centred intentions. Really up to people's interpretation. Hopefully people can see me as being a 'nice person' instead of 'sneaky' or something stupid.

Council election

Today marks the first day of JC council election. Banners are being put up everywhere at the left wing.

and right wing.

Not going for council election, but good luck to all those who are aiming for councils out there! I've probably have the people to vote for already, but I won't tell who they are, it would spoil the surprise ^^.

On a side note, today is also the first day of chem o training. Which is in fact not at all training because it's the first session, so it's basically a 'sign the devil's contract and you may leave' session. Though we got our lecture notes. hoho shall make good use of chem lecture for those notes.

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(this section is for flaming purpose)

Received an email regarding Young Scientist Experiential Camp. Basically those HCJC people who went for ISYF early this year are all selected as part of the organising team. Quite happy to be in this team actually, since I'm aiming for SSRC (EXCO) this would be a good opportunity for me. BUT THE THING IS THEY ALLOCATED ME TO SOME PHYSICS SESSION. IT'S LIKE, WTF? ME GOING TO PHYSICS SESSION? I DIDN'T DROP PHYSICS AND TAKE BIO IN JC FOR NOTHING YOU KNOW.

And it's like the whole thing is so sudden, didn't even ask who will be interested in what session, just randomly allocate people. (unless there are actually seniors who SABOED people into different sessions.) If you actually asked I would be more than willing to go for Chemistry, like very willing. Then you put me in physics.

THANKS A LOT.

Around what time do you actually sleep?

Around what time do you actually sleep?

Answer here

Safe

I got into Chem Olympiad, probably quite lucky for me. Now feels a small sense of achievement, unless it's really teacher saw my last year's National Junior Chemistry Olympiad result and decided to 给我面子 and let me in lor, in that case it's dam sad.

School started again, the March 'holidays' were so short, nvm slowly adjust back to busy JC life bah.

Yesterday went to Joshua's house for class outing aka inning, had a great time there, more outings next time!

The Fanyi Emoticons

Be prepared for randomness. Haha. (created by gc, some by me)
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o.o <--- this is fanyi

o.o? <--- confused fanyi

o.o! <--- surprised fanyi

o.o# <--- angry fanyi

o.o" <--- sweating fanyi

@.@ <--- dizzy fanyi

$.$ <--- businessman fanyi

x.x <--- dead fanyi

5.5 <--- fanyi after doing maths

T.T <--- fanyi after doing physics

^.^ <--- fanyi after doing chem

(o.o) <--- fanyi after playing dota for 3hrs

(*.*) <--- fanyi when doing chem with hard maths calculation / without using calculator

H.H <--- fanyi when bad influencing ppl

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btw, apart from being a bad influence, it seems that I am a VERY pro random trigger giver, ie. catalyst to cause random actions. hoho

Negative Feedback

Decided to do a relatively longer post after weibo commented that all my previous blog posts are so short. (Strange that people get bored by long chunks of words and then find short posts uninteresting.)
So here is something 'interesting' about myself: I am someone who strictly follows negative feedback, not that I really want to follow it all the time, but just that my life and my body behaves this way.
So basically, if my body experiences an excess amount of something, it will react in such a way that I will have over-reduced amount of that thing for a period of time before going back to normal. Quite funny but yeah, this has being happening to me for like..so long. Ie. If I ate too much chocolate in one day, I would most likely not touch chocolate for the next week. Yes it's like a short period of excess result in a long period of recovery time.
Here's a random graph to illustrate my point:


Should be able to visualise by urself.
Then if I had a lack of something, I would bankai on that for a long period of time until I slowly lose interest. Eg. a long period of no anime.
Which actually explains why though I'm so H I dun do H stuff, cus did alot before so still recovering from negative feedback. LOL JKJK.
On a side note, I just became the H chem god of SMTP, what reputation!

turn

I feel resurrected.

This is not dota btw, puck pwns phoenix o.o

:'(

The weather reflects my mood.

I really really am sincere. Can we?

>:D

Lvl 1 - Lvl 12. I witnessed them all. (evil smirk)

Sleepover

Sleepover night makes me want to sprout randomness.
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Sleepover is not for sleeping. (It's for Bad Influence to happen. oh no.)
Shiro's house is big -.- (jealous!!)
My feet are cold.
Getting hit by pillow(s) feels nice.
100% lol.
Swimming!
Soft and ranged throwing objects.

outing

TODAY WAS AWESOME HAHAHAAH.
Firstly I had 书法新生入社活动 in the morning. Basically every C1 members did a performance to entertain all the other members (and 1 teacher) present. In the end I just did Fac dance with my fac comm senior (who is in calligraphy as well). SIAN NEED TO HARDCORE PRACTISE THE BODYWAVE ALR. Then xb went on and keep telling cold jokes (I'm probably one of the few who laughed at his cold jokes) until ppl were like saying 'must wear 5 layers of sweaters.' LOL XB U ROCK.
After the cca stuff went to meet thamsy and some other frens to have a group outing together. Went all the way to Orchard Road and had Sakae Sushi for lunch, then it's just chats, chats and more chats all the way to 6.30 pm.
OMG I LOVE THE OUTING SO MUCH, GUYS NEXT TIME MUST HAVE MORE OUTINGS OKK.

maths test

Maths lecture test tmr. D:
On a side note, next week will be March holidays. hohoho, time to slack and mug at the same time. I should start shopping for board games as well. :/

rofl

After I threw away McAfee and went for 金山毒霸 instead, my Garena worked in an instant.
In your face, life.

chemo selection test

It was horrible. I can even tell you what I was tested on.
Qn 1: Maths
Qn 2: Maths
Qn 3: Drawing
Qn 4: Logic / Guess / Luck
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Yeah that's about it. How sweet that it came from a CHEMISTRY selection test.
So now I shall emo.
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Btw if I got into Chem O I would laugh.
Maybe I can DSA, who knows.

garena is dead, the good thing is

Garena is dead, the good thing is that probably give me a lot of more time to do other stuff. For example when I no longer have the opportunity to dota with gc, edward, fx and mq, (and sometimes with other hci ppl), I would be able to use the time spent on mugging. Lol.
Actually I'm considering using this time to work out for a change. Otherwise everytime I have a sudden exercise burst the negative feedback would kill me. So yeah.
And of course use the time to write my story. My story is left untouched for quite a long time, which is bad, because I'm publishing it. (The worse thing is I forgot my password, so err...)
And of course with projects and possibly olympiad coming, I would have to use more time on studies, so the loss of dota would probably compromise that.
OH YA I WAN GO TUTORING STUDENTS FOR CHEM FOR CIP. NOW I GOT MORE TIME AHAHAHA.

rant

Somehow my com made garena fail, so everytime I tried to log in it says 'connection to server failed' and then there nothing happens anymore.
This would mean that almost 30 - 40% of the time I spent on the com would become absolutely useless, because the only thing I do on the com, apart from using the internet for work, manga / anime / websites, msn, the rest is garena. More specifically dota with other people.
Now with dota out of my life I might as well not have a life.
The only thing that's left is msn. And msn without gaming is very boring as well, apart from the interesting convos about personal life and such, but those are serious topics. THERES NO FCKING ROOM FOR GAMES ANYMORE.
The only 'good' thing to keep me occupied on the com is to update all my anime. If this goes on my anime would be gone very soon, and then theres nothing left on the com for me except for msn and touhou.
FUCK THIS. I WANT MY GARENA BACK.
This ranting does not help in soothing me at all. Just when I thought I could finally play when my laptop is back, garena decided to abandon me, or mayb my com decided to block garena.

dramafeiste

Although in the end Artemis did not win any prize, I feel that our actors and anyone who helped in the drama production is the best ever! And that they did their best already. So for those who are emo over this, cheer up. We have next year to own!
Will be posting the video soon.

yay

Yay my laptop is fixed, and my parents just bought a new desktop, which is definitely going to be better than the laptop, thus I can have plenty of chances of having good dota games on the desktop.
Ok since laptop is repaired, negative feedback shall come back this weekend, then you shall see me mass watching anime / playing games.