Was away for UCL fresher's camp for 2 days. Had a lot of games and team bonding events throughout, and met with many new people. (Actually all are new because I don't know any of them)
But I feel like I'm lacking motivation to talk more about it.
Esther would be flying off soon. She's already doing her countdown which is going to approach single digits soon.
And with this I feel like my remaining time in Singapore is slowly leaking away as well. Everyone having their events and new commitments and busy studying schedules, it becomes quite hard to go out with people.
The UCL seniors talked about how hard it was to maintain connection with friends in Singapore while in London, that to them it feels as though they lived in different worlds after a while, and that you would definitely not be as close to your friends in Singapore as expected. All this talk makes me feel increasingly depressed about flying off.
I remember I asked you whether you would forget about me when I'm overseas, and you said you don't know. Well I suppose at least you gave me an honest answer. But your answer does make me more determined to maintain connections while overseas, which I believe I would carry out. So I said if one day you forgot about me, I would make you remember.
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