ranting

This post is solely for ranting, ignore it if you like.

Now every person has a level of toleration. Beyond which will result in exothermic reactions, whether big or small (reference to chem). There are known people who would go boomz when the limit is reached, after which all would return to normal, after some time hopefully. There are also people who store everything until the last minute, refuse to let off everything at once. And that's when cold war started.

I'm not sure which type of person I am already.

But anyway I digress. This blog post is specially dedicated to two unique people (revealing of names is unnecessary) who are starting to piss me off.

The name project should sound quite familiar to everyone. And usually in a project, there is supposed to be more than one person doing the work. Work is being distributed, and then the members carry them out. That is the ideal condition of project work, and most probably an utopian thinking.

There is a common term known as 'tanker', who by my definition at least, is a character who will do all the work while others reap the reward.

So by this definition of mine, I consider myself a tanker.

And obviously the tanker of my project's day experiment.

Although I know that the June holidays are not at all holidays, but you still have to at least come back and do experiment, like, once a week?

But ever since the start of the holidays, there is only one same person coming in to do experiment. Three times a week. Alone. So much for teamwork. Ignoring the other dude who came in for 15 minutes and disappeared for the rest of the week.

At the start of the year I was rather positive with my project group. I was hoping that after one year of doing experiment together (erhem), you would actually start to learn that I don't want to tank all the time. When I say all the time I mean literally.

Who was the one who did more than 80% of the experiment? Who was the one who soloed the ppt and the research paper, harass for the other members' reflections so that he can edit it entirely? Who was the one who have to sacrifice his time staying back after school, and during the holidays 3 days out of each week to do experiment? And during the presentation who is the one who tanked the Q&A? I think it should be quite known to BOTH of you.

So here it is. Anger point raises attack to maximum. And I took enough critical hits already.

Too bad for both of you, I decided that my way of exploding is to do it quietly, slowly, grudgingly. I have plenty of time to do it, and I have plenty of energy to pour into. Even with all the tanking I won't die so easily.

Cold War shall begin.

p.s. thank you for your support. I need to hear about cca and tuitions urgently.