moral of the story

Everything that happens have a moral behind it. That's what I think at least.

With holidays ending by tomorrow, what is most important is to sum up the whole of the holidays, within this post.

When people talk about holidays it will most likely be more time to slack. Slack in the sense of putting down homework and get out of the house, maybe even out of the country itself, for fresh air. Humans need oxygen.

But somehow June holidays are not meant for slacking. Although the word 'holidays' sounds so misleading.

June holidays are for coming back to school to do project's day experiment, if you are a) a SMTP student doing experimental research. b) a SMTP student doing experimental research AND the group leader of the group c) the sole tanker of the group.

Too bad for me, I'm all three. So that's basically 3 sessions per week for the whole holidays. 4 weeks in total. From morning to afternoon.

Ok, have to leave the hate-speech behind. Moving on to what I have done in the holidays APART from going to the lab and complaining about fairness and playing the com and talking on ebuddy and watching anime.

Firstly, I sort of finished all my holiday assignments, which is probably a good thing seeing that catching up on homework on the first day the school reopens is definitely not a very good (and pleasing) thing to do. So it's better to finish first. Speaking of homework, I totally ignored the CSC 论文 that we are (best to) finish during the holidays. Oh, and my chem olympiad assignment, dam.

Secondly, I sort of finished my self-study for maths: differentiation of exponentials and stuff. BUT the sad thing is I haven't touch probability yet, so I have very little time to rush through. Mini-test on monday?

Apart from that, being a no-life loner, I have no outings, no camps, no shopping, no movies, no outdoor activities of any sort during the holidays. From one point of view I feel like a no-life. I mean seriously, is there anyone who doesn't go for outings / camps during the holidays? apart from me.

If I judge myself on how much I have achieved this holidays, I would say rather happily quite a lot. But if I were to judge myself seriously, I would have to say, sadly, very little. The only thing I did was mug, and not even mug properly like a real mugger. Sometimes I even wonder what the hell I spent my time on during the holidays. Maybe that 9 am to 5 pm of labwork took quite some time, then the evenings are spent on games. I'm not addicted, but I seriously do not know what else to do apart from the com at night. Life in the holidays is just me, the com and the SRC lab. Friendship and bonding does not exist in that 4 weeks. Maybe a little, which happens more at school than anywhere else. Oh, and people even stopped bothering to ask me out, seeing how I refused to go for outings and stone at home before that.

Loneliness is but a feeling of emptiness. It's the emptiness of emptiness that is more severe and damaging.