I would say I tend towards the emotional side instead of the logical side most of the time. Hence it's strange how I ended up in a science class. (Writing this and thinking that it seems possible to prove that emotions are logical, but NVM shall dao that)
Hmm maybe that's why I'm so easygoing with life, easygoing with situations, easygoing with work. If I find no emotional need to do something I would probably treat it lightly. (Since logic no longer applies to how I work, stuff like personal benefit seems to be off flying in lala land.) That makes me 'noob' in a lot of senses, and incapable in a lot of ways. But other than that it makes me unpredictable? (debatable point again)
Also, that would mean I most likely was not thinking about any form of benefit when helping others. Not in the form of respect, reciprocity, fame that is. Which means if I'm helping you, it would either mean that I see you as just another person who is going to feed on my easygoing-ness (and hence dao that fact and continue let you feeding off me), or that I'm seeing you as a good friend and enjoy helping you. Good thing is most of the time people can't differentiate the two just by working with me, but my other actions should be able to show how I treat you already.
And that's probably why I suck at coming up with solutions, which is one of the most important skills in surviving in this world. Theories about life don't interest me to the extend that I would apply them, although it's interesting to listen to other people's view on how to live through life. Whether or not I would change my view towards life would depend on whether I feel like it lol.
Emoing without solution is ng.
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Scaring people with random video on facebook just before they sleep. Oh no everyone actually thought I'm actually posting a touching video?! Ooops.
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