murderer

I killed someone.
Ok not literally killed someone. Wait maybe I did. Anyways it happened in a dream, so whatever I do, the court can do nothing against me. ;)
The only thing is that it is quite strange that I actually became a murderer in my dream, even if it is only a dream. I remember I used to be the victim all the time, getting stabbed, shot, slashed, (luckily no incineration involved) ALL THE TIME. So it felt strange to kill a person, especially so gruesomely.
Basically it involves my other self standing beside me. And this man was standing somewhere in a room. And I just said "Go." to my other self and the next thing I know (or dreamt) was me walking out of the room (with my other self gone) with the man lying on the floor, blood EVERYWHERE, and massively mutilated.
Some of you may know (especially a special someone whom I sent an extremely long email to :P) that I (also) have this split personality. So in that dream it is that personality who is killing the person. Although it is still me who gave the commend of "Go." to him, sorry.
Apparently toku changed the url of his blog. Sighz cannot access it anymore. Would really like to read what he writes though, cuz friends must support each other wat.
I feel strange why am I so interested in toku recently. Cheerful and sunny? But I feel thamsy has that personality as well. Emo? I can always refer to myself. Really emo? Maybe.
Ok skip all the crappy reasoning. Most probably he is the first friend who is not a (ex)classmate or EP3 mate I've ever had. So being a selfish idiot, I wanted him to at least have a good impression of me. SO sad..
Lastly, here's a message for a special someone:Btw there are only two people I know who has mastered my code (apart from myself). Weibo try harder, you can catch most of it already ;P. Oh, and don't tell the person referred in this note, please....I want it to be private until he/she figures out by him/herself.