denial

I need some glam photos now rawrrr.
Yesterday had a convo that was rather epiphany-ish. I have this feeling that my flaw is being pointed out over and over again except that I don't seem to have much improvements >.< But oh wells after yesterday I was like 'yes I must be confident and assertive and sensible and dependable and deep-thinking.'
Which was a lot of stuff to work on. I feel like an underdeveloped sports talent. But ah the word here is 'talent', has great potential but not yet explored. I wonder how I would turn out to be 10 years down the road hmmmz. The current fanyi would slowly morph again.