I was imagining what would happen after A lvls, when everyone went off for NS, when people get separated, maybe for a long time, maybe for life.
I would write emails probably. Unless it went into spam mails.
But I wonder how long the email would last, cus usually the flame would decrease in intensity over time especially when there's not sufficient fuel to keep it burning.
Moving on, I realised the reason for recent detachment from the real world in general: I managed to create a world of my own, where I can just sink back into and completely forget about everything else. Whenever there's problems that I face, I can just disappear into that world and all the problems are ignored.
As compared to zen people I am very unzen. Actually if I sink back into my world it would seem like I'm zenning, except my mind is not there o.o But nuuuu I don't want to destroy my world yet >.<
Ehehehe world destruction sounds nice, it's like destroying a room to create a new one. That sounds like room 13.
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