Flowers

I just learnt that burgundy rose means unconscious beauty.
Was doing ISYF work, when I suddenly 心血来潮 and went to read language of flowers. Seeing the gigantic spam of flowers and their meanings, all the time wondering 'I can't even get my hand on half of them, what's the point.'
Yeah, what's the point? Apart from the basic knowledge that red rose signifies true love and carnations are meant for mother's day, and that you should never give people chrysanthemum, and that forget-me-not obviously means what it's called, I don't really think the rest are as important. It would even be funny if you, after looking through the whole list, finally chose a flower to give to someone, and that someone doesn't even know what flower this is. zomg I actually had a moment of insanity and want to do that. I'm TOO romantic sometimes -.-
Other than that, I supposed the past few days (and convo with people) taught me the love theory. Mmm making love logical sounds weird but it must be so. When one side doesn't know what he or she wants in a relationship, you know the relationship is bound to fail from the start. Other than that, not knowing what the other person wants will also cause the relationship to fail. Hence, melancholy of an unrequited love duh.
I wonder how long my 'melancholy of an unrequited love' will last, it's getting annoying. Maybe giving and not receiving is annoying me, but actually I'm not giving much seeing that I already know I won't receive anything. That's probably a waste of my time, but hey who doesn't want to make himself more huggable?
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Moving on from self-musing, the past week has been very slack. Too slack for my own good. I left almost all the homework at 80% and then decided not to do that 20% until some time later, except for my book reading (the god delusion) and my chem note making, which is at around...less than 50% T.T
Despite giving up on neopets (woots), I am somehow still having low efficiency, starting from waking up at 4 pm for the past 2 days..
Ranting on and on, ok shall start taking action from today onwards!
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Before I leave, bellflower. To whoever it may deem fit.
Oh and lol, I learnt that someone is a Parsee Mizuhashi :P