emo

Suddenly I'm emo again. The insecurity is coming back to kill me >.<
I'm pessimistic by nature, I always think about the worst, and think about a lot of 'what-if's, and keep thinking things happen because I'm not good enough.
I am not good enough. I keep wishing I could be, but looking at how I treat people, I think I'm not.
And then I slowly drown in self-consciousness and self-denial.
Some may see me as happily going around, making people high, giving people hugs when they need them.
Does anyone know that I also need hugs sometimes? And where do I get hugs from someone who does it not for fun, but for comfort?
If two people are too similar, they won't be able to come together.
Screw complementary base-pairing.