:/

Maybe it's because of all the failures I had for my tests and stuff. I'm emo, and yet I feel empty inside. It's not the emo where there is a buildup of sadness or anguish or whatever, it's more of the emo which makes you go 'why?'
I'm sorry to anyone who I have disappointed because of my lousy performance (academic or otherwise).
Insecurity is creeping back to me, must resist the temptation. Otherwise I would fall into darkness again. And darkness is painful.
I think I kind of like it when someone talks to me, especially if it's about personal stuff, even if it's emoing / bitching about life. It feels good to know that the person probably feels better after that.
Hopefully I feel better soon, all relationships need to be maintained and strengthened, but if I'm too insecure it would be really really bad for everyone.
One a side note, 'family' outing next monday :D hopefully my parents would allow, but dunno leh, maths lecture test on tuesday, econs lecture test on thursday.