Tuesday, February 7, 2012

The cycle

It's as though the cycle of one's life is repeating itself again. Or maybe it's just the vicious cycle of one year that moved on the the next year.
If one is able to transfer one's time to another, I would willingly transfer my time spent on stoning to other people so that they can have perhaps extra 2 hours of sleep?
But other than that, what can a non medic do when he sees a person lying injured on the floor half dead and half dying? Call the ambulance? Assure him that he is going to survive? Run away? Cry? Reminds me of how some dramas show relatives of this torture victim getting tortured before their eyes and they can only watch.
Alternatively, I should find something that I can do, although it almost seems like some forms of 'help' are auto-rejected to be useless.
Why do we do things? Logically it's for self benefits. Twist the reason however you like and it's still self benefit to some extent. In that case do you want me to say it's 你自找的? Of course not, because we know it's inevitable, and there's already enough pressure at the moment.
There should be a way that allows a person to just vanish from the society for a while and come back later. Maybe it's called self-delusional bubble.

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