Sunday, November 27, 2011

regarding chemo (again)

This shall be the second last post regarding chemo (the last post comes when the results for chemo comes out).
First of all guys / girls, I'm not (that) emo anymore! Thanks for your concern these few days. I shall now tell you a story about what is fanyi thinking throughout this while.
After taking chemo round 1, he had this strong feeling that he cannot make it for round 2, because of the sheer amount of physical chem that came out and how unprepared he was. Hence he decided to joke around about his 人品 which seemed to have gotten the discussed questions correctly. Then he decided to go back to school to find his centad mate and other people instead of stoning at home and sleep.
Throughout the few days he was hoping that he could actually get into round 2, and thus made the vow to bang his head against the wall if he did. But of course, no matter how 人品 you are you can't just rubbish past round 1, and hence he did not get into round 2, although he might call it 人品 to know the result before everyone else because he bumped into Dr Tan on his way home and thus had time to think what to do next.
He knew that by the time he reached home most of the chemo people would have known the result already, so as a form of consoling himself, he decided to stone in front of the com and see how many people would come and comfort him about chemo.
And yup, the sms did came, and so did people ask if he's ok on msn. Yes, he had predicted correctly the people as well, and yes, he decided that it's useless to emo over something that was already over. Thus he decided to have good sportsmanship and loaned his 人品 to gc who qualified for round 2, and of course wished that the 人品 did help.
And then he went out for all the outings and stuff to make himself feel better, and resolve to work hard by doing his holiday homework + do centad properly and read books. And he needs a negative feedback of hugs which was not possible for outings obviously. rawr stupid.
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Anyways that summarised what happened for the past week.
Thank you my friends for your comfort after chemo (insert glass breaking sound here): (in chronological order)
chingy, jingyi, gc, domi, wabo, esther, rayray, thamsy, baoxian.
Nah I won't die or undergo random transformations so no worries. Btw baoxian u dun need to feel guilty or anything la, it proves that you have good practice and skills for chemo :)
ps. I learnt how to shuffle woots. Maybe by next year body wave and shuffling would become my trademark o.o

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