Sunday, August 21, 2011

change

Time for a bit of reflection again.
Today was fairly surprised when I was told by someone that someone said I've changed.
Well it is definitely true that I did change, in a lot of ways actually.
In secondary school I was kind of an asshole. Well I don't do 'bad' things, but I don't treat anyone seriously, and I'm sort of a loner. It's like in Sec 3 and 4, recess equals to stay in class and eat what I brought, slack, and stone.
Ok that's not really the important part.
It's more of, I've changed in how I treat people. Before JC I was not really a caring kind of person. In some sense I treat everyone nicely, but I don't care much for them. It's like ok, I can help you tank stuff, but I might not be interested in your personal problems.
Moving to JC. It's more of the period of Sec 4 and JC that changed me. Cus there's this certain someone who would scold me if I were not being sincere with people, if I were not being caring enough, if I were not showing my true feelings to people I like. And so I owe the change to this person hehe.
If you feel as though I'm drifting away from you, pls tell me that. Because I tend to lose track of other people if my attention is focused only on a few people. Now instead of treating everyone nicely, I tend to be more tilted towards some people. That's the main change in me.
Hopefully I am treating my friends correctly.

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