I have this sudden urge of wanting to be a nicer person.
It seems that from sec 4 to jc 1, I have experienced a drop in my tolerance level, I became even more slack, I got quite addicted to the computer (in the sense that I can waste a lot of time simply by using the laptop), and that I'm not mugging my best subject at all.
I got this mixed complex about my best subject. Part of me is this extremely proud and perhaps having a superiority complex about his subject. Another part wants to help people in this subject (which now I'm fearing arises from the superiority complex that everyone is weaker than me wtf), like really enthuly. But I digress.
When I asked wc about my personality he said that it seemed very complex. I see myself as part of me being extremely shy, part of me being extremely proud, part of me being very pessimistic and another part of me trying to be very accepting and caring. And there's a small part of me that is always lonely.
Start off by being more accepting towards others. Now I have moments which I'm super annoyed with some people that I sort of push them away. Does that mean that I got less accepting, or that they abused my friendliness more? It's quite hard for me to judge.
One more thing, I absolutely HATE IT when someone tries to do anything with my neck. I just don't like the feeling.
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