rant

Somehow my com made garena fail, so everytime I tried to log in it says 'connection to server failed' and then there nothing happens anymore.
This would mean that almost 30 - 40% of the time I spent on the com would become absolutely useless, because the only thing I do on the com, apart from using the internet for work, manga / anime / websites, msn, the rest is garena. More specifically dota with other people.
Now with dota out of my life I might as well not have a life.
The only thing that's left is msn. And msn without gaming is very boring as well, apart from the interesting convos about personal life and such, but those are serious topics. THERES NO FCKING ROOM FOR GAMES ANYMORE.
The only 'good' thing to keep me occupied on the com is to update all my anime. If this goes on my anime would be gone very soon, and then theres nothing left on the com for me except for msn and touhou.
FUCK THIS. I WANT MY GARENA BACK.
This ranting does not help in soothing me at all. Just when I thought I could finally play when my laptop is back, garena decided to abandon me, or mayb my com decided to block garena.